I'm feeling all so screwed now. She's pissed at me after a long day. My assignments are like bugging me for the entire day. She had a long day as well. She had school until 7.30pm then went home. I fetched her from there. Everything was fine until her mum chased me home. And now she ain't answering my call after she hung up. Sigh, what the hell is wrong?!

I'm just afraid that she'll head back to her clubbing ways and stuff. What happened to the promise that "I'll not club until JUNE." Sigh. I'm brain dead, yet i can't keep my mind off her. She worries me all the time. It always happens when she's like dead tired but yet not willing to sleep. Sigh. Now it's worse because she's grumpy and I know that she's obviously pissed at her mum. And me? Ha, I dunno what/who am I. My only fear is that my nightmare would come true. I'm still keeping my fingers crossed.

My traffic police test is like on Wednesday. Damned stressed up now. With all the upcoming submission dates for my assignments, traffic police test. It's just crap. And I didn't get into the badminton team. Huge disappointment. But still, I'm just trying not to be bothered by that fact. Sometimes instead of getting encouragements, I recieve depressing stuff. Being ignored is the worst feeling anyone can get. And on top of that, one of my friends kept bugging me to go for some talk and stuff. With my busy schedule, these talks doesn't interest me.

Yes, my life only revoles around two things. School and her. Other stuff, I'm not at the least interested to get it done. It's just me. I'm just like that. I'm feeling hungry now. And alittle grumpy. I've lost my pride, really. I feel like I'm going to break down soon. You are my pillar of strength. I try to keep that smile of mine to be there, because you like to see it. And I'm still keeping it, hoping that you would cheer up.

Freaking blogger is like screwed too. Stupid thing. And even my internet connection is playing a prank on me.

ARGH!!!